That Dawn

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Lama nyer saya tak update. Baru lah dapat masuk blogger.com ni. Ya ampun. Internet ku mcm haram sgt lembab. Maaf la ye. Banyak sangat sebenarnya saya nak update. Tapi dah x boleh update, so x de mood plak nak cerite. Time excited2 nak cerita la internet buat hal. Adoii. Rotan karang baru tau..

Dari semalam, ada banyak je benda nak digelakkan. Hari ni pon begitu. Saya dah jadik ceria balik, despite the burdenness of taking double block. Sangat berat ok!. huhu. Rasa nak nangis pon ade tau. Semalam, terasa dengan sangat nak nangis. Kenapa, sbb saya rasa tersangat stress. Ada byk perkara jugak la buat saya stress semalam. Pertama, tutorial. entah kenapa, saya jadik stress pulak biler tau sape tutor saya. Kemudian biochemistry. I hate Biochemistry so much. Dan saya ada skills lab pulak, yang mnyebabkan kelas smpi petang. Kemudian disambung pulak kelas Anatomy..Huarghh..Memang rasa nak menjerit je semalam. Tapi saya jerit dalam hati.

Tapi, itu hanya dlm fikiran je. Sebenarnya yesterday wasn't that bad. Shukur i've recited ma'thurat at the beginning of the day. So i feel like been guided and my tutor turned out to be sooo sweet. Did some jokes too. haha. funny though. Plus, the skills lab Dr was so cool. He did show us a video of child labour. and he is charming. And the Anatomy class was fun because of Dr Santosa. So u see it wasn't that bad. It was just I have soo many things to do yet too little time.

Oh ya, and a day before, I made mi kari. Sorry for the girls who didn't get it. I'Allah next time maybe. I just did it to break my fast. Thanks to K.jim btw, who taught me of how to make mi kari. It was delicious..hehe. Perasan la saya ni. Next time should be Belle's turn.hehe. I asked her to make 'Mi Rebus' and 'Puding Roti'. Yeehaa..hehe. mention this purposely to make the boys jealous especially Enchik Kuden..haha. Now my fridge is empty. No more things left. Yet too flat broke to buy groceries.huhu..waiting for 25th.hehe.Gambar hiasan je..hehe

And today, my day is quite good. My moods are good. Everything went smoothly. I didn't skip any class. Don't want to get another reprimand letter. And today K.jim tinggalkan saya. K.jim, jgn lupe tau pesan aku.hehe.Mesti ko dah lupe ape aku pesan.huhu. Kalo lupe nnt x dapat hadiah besday...hahaha.. And this morning i've watched the news on TV3 about malpractice doctor in Kajang Hospital. It does make me nervous of how to be a good doctor. The case was about a baby died due to the mistakes done by the Doctors there. The parents had told the Dr that the mother does have Diabetes Mellitus. So complication is expected. And the size of the baby considered as large. The weight was 3.6 kgs. So what happened was, the dr didn't do Ceasarean Section. May be they were expecting the pelvic inlet was large enough but turned out to be that the baby's cranial or head and shoulder had quite major fracture. So the baby died right after born. Can't be saved. Seriously there's nothing u could do to rectify ur mistake. Huhu. Scared huh?.

And this evening i've phoned emak. Meminta kata semangat to boost up my day. Emak ada di Jabatan Perdana Menteri. Cakap pon bisik2 je.huhu. Sibuk benar mak saya ni. Bak kata pakcik saya, "Pak cik yg Dr ni pon tak bizi mcm mak kau". Hehe. Tak pe mak, nanti Nor dah kerja nanti, mak duduk rumah je tau.hehe. Love emak always. Sebak sekejap. Homesick datang balik. K.Nazia pujuk pliss..hehe.

Ok close case. The lesson is, better be careful. This is about dealing with life. Oh Allah help us to become a good muslim and muslimah doctor. Amin. Ok then. I think i've typed long enuff.. Got too many stories too tell.hehe. but can't do it right now.

Nota jari: Hari ini, kita bersyukur. Hari esok tambahkan kesyukuran. Dengan Nikmat pemberian Allah. Itu sifat seorang hamba. (Lagu nasyid masa sekolah2 dulu. Tak ingt ape nama grup nasyid ni.)