me n homesick

with words we can conquer the world








hari ni saya sgt sedey. satu family saya akan ke langkawi island n kelantan(i dun care) tonite..hwaa except for my 3rd bro ,Jijie coz he has Jambori camping..hwaaa..so sad i'm not there. But what to do, all my bros n sis is on school holiday for 2 weeks( that's what i luv 'bout skewl..hehehe)..hwaa..still can't believe i'm left behind...how childish i am..it's not that i wanna go to Langkawi n Kelantan..I just wanna be wif them. sharing the joy..hwaa..i'm so homesick rite now.. so geraaaaammmmmmm..huhu..who is jahat rite now??huhu..nobody i guess..i've been fated to study here in jogja..btw today is 1 year anniversary of earthquake..mesti rite after me get home, they'll brag to me of how happy they were, how ..arghhhhhhh








ni my adik yg last , Nur Alia Safiah
sgt comel n montel...dan skrg sgt nakal

here's a letter from parents do daughters n sons, seriously it's touching

Dear son dear daughter

The day that you will find that I became very old

Try to have some patience to me and try to understand me

If I get dirty by eating

If I have some difficulty in dressing, be patient!

Remember the hours that I spent to learn you any sorts of things when you were small

If I repeat the same thing dozens time

Do not interrupt me

Listen to me

When you were small, you kept asking me to read the same story,

evenig after evening, until you fall asleep

An I made it

If I do not wash myself any more so often under the shower

Do not reprimand and do not tell that it is a shame

remember how many excuses I had to invent to make you take a bath when you were small

By seeing my ignorance towards new technologies

Do not laugh at me but leave me rather the time to understand

I taught you so many things indeed to eat well, to dress well,

How to confront the problems of life

I fI sometomes miss memory or am not be able to follow a conversation,

leave me the necessary time to recollect

And If I do not reach there, do not become nervous and arrogant person because the most important for me,

It is to be with you and to be able to speak to you

If I refuse to eat, do not force myself!

I know very well when I am hungry and when I am not hungry

When my poor legs will not allow me anymore to move as before

Help me in the same way as I held your hands to learn you make your first step

And when one day, I shall say to you that I do not want to live anymore

that I want to die, do not get angry

because one day, you will also understand

Try to understand that at certaina age, we do not really live anymore, we simply survive

One day you will understand that in spite of all my errors

I always wanted what was best for you and that

I prepared for you the ground for when you've grown up

You do not have to fell sad, unfortunate or incompetent in front of my old age and of my state

You have to stay near me, try to understand what I live

To make your best as I did at your birth

Help me to walk, help me to end my life with love and patience

The only way that I need to thank you for it, it is a smile

and a lot of love from you

I love you my sin and daughters

your mom and dad