cedera..saye cedera..lagi..

with words we can conquer the world

hari ni saye cedera..kesian saye..baby Haku aka motor saya telah menghimpap kaki saya..nak main wrestling2 agaknyer..huhu..tp sy kan x suker wrestling..kalo sy masuk wrestling mesti kategori over lightweight..ecece..perasan nyer sy..minggu ni dah 2 kali jatuh setelah 8 bulan saya beli motor dan blajar jadik penunggang motor berhemah..doakan saya cepat sembuh ye kawan2..dulu saya pernah cedera jugak..saye ade cerita kat entry ni..btw tu kisah saya ngan beskali, tp ini dengan motor sendirik lak tu..uhuk uhuk..kaciwa..motor makan tuan..tp tu ujian dr Allah..tp sebenarnyer amat sedih..sedih giler, sbb saya ade progressive test..nasib baik progressive test ni x amik markah..sekadar menguji otak, berkarat lagi x..kalo berkarat gi la tmbh minyak..huhu..that's it..and today is the first ever sisterhood besday party, toy's treat cos she's the besday girl aye..ehehe..aku lagi 4 bulan lagik..ahaha..sila tunggu..

violency?!!

with words we can conquer the world

There's Not a Violent Bone in Your Body

You're cool and collected, even when someone really gets under your skin. And while you don't blow up when you're angry, you know how to express your anger calmly. You don't bottle emotions up or let them get out of control. For you, violence would never be an option.

Could You Be Violent?

yupp..see the test above. i am not violent..ehehe..ye ke..guess so.my friends always say that 'doyot, u got a decent face'ahaha..yeah..ntah.but i know i'm not that decent.but what kind of violation did i do ya..ermm.ok lah, kalo back to primary school..rasenyer x de..sbb saye adelah budak baik.perasan ehehe..sepanjang sekolah dari darjah 1 sampai 6 rasenyer x sampai 5 hari saya x datang skolah..kalo x dtg pon sbb demam..aku jarang demam la as far as i remember..once dah demam, teruk giler..uhuhu.and always get teased by my adik, and my emak sedara who took care of me when i as little, coz she love to see me cry i guess.perangai die pon cam kanak2..huhu..aku darjah 2 ke 3..dier dah masuk U..uhuhu..tp seriously..i hate violency, not only violency, i hate bad deeds..really..i will cry if my adik pukul 2 my cats, or when the cats been locked in a cage..because i think that is so mean..i hate it..and i just don't understand why people feel free to steal, get into fight, or call people names..seriously don't..ok2..apsal dah jadik cam pesanan khidmat masyarakat ni..huhu..sbb tu kot, saya x suke criter perang2 tah hape2 kat tivi, and i really hate WWF, or TNF or watever wrestling channel..eventhough i know it's only acting..but i'll feel dizzy, when they were bumped on the floor.

2dary school..ermm..bully sesiket la..bully Shud..ahaha..miss Shud..heard she had transformed into such a beautiful lady..dah x makkang cam dulu lagi.hahaha..erm..other than that x kot..bully juniors..ermm..pnah ke..x kot..marah pernah la..sbb geram..haha..tp dah minta maaf wey..x baik buli orang..Karma.what goes around comes around..

sekarang..been bullied adelah.uhuhu..tp dari dulu sampai sekarang slalu been bullied by sisters and brothers..haha..but they all love me..i know.tp dari sekolah rendah smpi sekarang, slalu kena gelakkan in everything that i do, especially when i open my mouth..i know my voice sounds funny, tp really i don't even mean to do such a funny voice..it comes out naturally..oklah enuf wif the narcism..got biochem tu study..I LOVE BIOCHEM...sarcastically..huhu

ketika cinta bertasbih

with words we can conquer the world

yeay buku ketika cinta bertasbih 2 dah kluar..x sabarnye nak bace..antara buku yg saya boleh habiskan ngan laju..huhu

ayam cabe ijo..

ngantuk at the moment..serious..dah lame giler x tido siang..huhu..lame la..dulu x pernah pon membiasakan diri tido siang..start form 2 la.sumer tido siang..aku paksekan jugak diri tido, sebab berasa bosan..end up, smpi skrg tido siang..huhu..x suke tido siang sbb rase cam kanak2 kat nursery tu yg kena tido siang lpas makan..huhu..aku dah watever..kalo x ngantuk x yah la tido..kesian kazen2 aku kena pakse tido siang..tido siang rugi oo..kalo kejap x pe..ni, slalu mesti terlajak..sbb siang la baru nmpk matahari..matahari tu kan penting untuk kulit kiter..dah la malam mmg x nmpk matahari..siang plak tido..uish..jgn byk tido sgt..nnt gelap hati, biler hati dah gelap.susah ilmu nak masuk.bila susah ilmu nak masuk, byk la misdiagnose, byk la salah, byk la malpractice..and as the list goes on..tapi saya dh ngantuk sgt ni..nak tido giler..ok2 kejap..nak update benda ni sbb Faz suruh..chet..dah la satu rumah..haha..ok benda yg saya nak update ialah menda alah ni:

Ayam Cabe Ijo (bace:ayam masak cili hijau)

2 ketul ayam(bhgn dada)di potong kiub
1/2 biji bawang besar hiris2
4 ulas bawang putih hiris
cili hijau 10 biji, nak pedas tambah lagi
2 sudu tpung jagung larut dlm air panas segelas
Sos tiram
garam
Telur
Tepung untuk goreng


Methods:

1)ayam yg potong kiub celur dlm telur and salut ngan tepung..pastu goreng.angkat.letak tepi..

2)tumis segala benda2 yg dihiris

3)masukkan garam and sos tiram. baru masukkan tepung jagung

4)lepas dah didih, baru masukkan aym yg dah goreng td..

siap la ayam cabe ijo ibu berkerjaya ittew..

ok. dah..huhu..

oh..yeay..report biochem dah siap..huhu..boleh tido dengan gembira hari ni..oh yeah..opss..arghh..bodo la tenet ni x leh nak tukar kaler font plak.Tadi org Jogja Medianet tepon tanye pasal tenet di rumah ini.owh.MAri ikuti perbualan saya bersama org JMn

JMN: Selamat pagi, ni mbak Hidayah ya..

Doyot: ya ya benar anda boleh panggil doyotiah je..

JMN: oh ya,mbak mau tanya, gimana kabar internet nya

Doyot:Alhamdulillah internet saya sihat..batuk siket2 je la x berdahak..

JMN:oh ya, kalau batuk2 itu kapan?

Doyot: erm, kalo sore(ptg) ama malam..ok2..stop wif the diagnose plisz..

JMN: oh ya..soalnya mbak, kami itu lagi guna saring..ntah ape name ntah diorg nye server

Doyot: Oh gitu ya..oh knape, kemarin guna ngak begitu sangkut2..knpa skrg baru sangkut2.

JMN: Oh mungkin waktu itu lagi ngak ada org yg guna.sekarang udah byk yg guna

Doyot:(dlm hati)..pandai je la engkau nak kelepet aku..aku tau skrg org dah guna pesat..huhu..

ok lah..gtg.see ya..

ADD

sekarang ni..tgh berusaha mencernakan makanan berbentuk Subjek Anatomy ke dalam pale otak yg sudah tentu lebih besar dari saiz otak Homer yg hanya sebesar sebiji kacang.ahaha..bodoh giler Homer ni..owh..kite jangan jadik mcm Homer..Seriously it's difficult for me to keep on concentrating on this quite tough book..dan skrg ni untuk menghilangkan kebosanan saya membace Anat, saya telah melukis2 gambar ginjal..sbb saya slalu senang ingt bile saya lukis..sebb tu kot saya suke Subjek Pathology Anatomy..saya x suke teori tp saya suke lukis2 gambar nukleus yg kecil2 tu..hhuuhu..

Tolongla, saya pon dah x faham tabiat saya ni..saya harus byk bace buku, sbb sy nak jadik Doktor yg berjaya Fid dunia Wal akhirah..bukan saya x suke bace buku, tp susah saya nak khatamkan buku tu..jgn kate buku pelajaran..buku cerite pon susah sgt2 saya nak khatamkan..owh..dan saya baru teringt akan entry ini. Tp saya yakin saya boleh merubah tabiat slow reader saya yg keji ni..saya akan berusaha dengan sedaya upaya..tgk..sbnrnyer td saya tengah membace Buku Anat dan skrg saya buat blog pulak..ok..gotta go..away to read Anat again..yippie...

p/s: owh..ye..kalo x tau ADD tu ape..just google the topic and u'll know the answer

I'm so over it

love this song..kinda express what i feel rite now.

Over It by Katherine McPhee

I?m over your lies, and I?m over your games
I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not okay
You call me at night, and I pick up the phone
And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone

Oh and thats why
Your eyes, I'm over it
Your smile, I'm over it
Realize, I'm over it
I?m over it, I'm over?

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How do feel? read my lips
Because I'm so over,
I'm so over.. I'm so..
Movin' on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
And now I'm so over it
So over it, I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
and I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
and fill me with self doubt

Oh and thats why
Your world, I'm over it
so sure, I'm over it
I'm not your girl, I'm over it
I'm over it, I'm over?

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How do I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over it
Movin? on, and it?s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
And now I'm so over it
So over it, I'm so over it

Don't call, don't come by
Ain't no use, don't ask me why
You'll never change
Left me numb and crying in the rain

Ohh Im over it
Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How do I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over it
Movin' on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
And now I'm so over it
So over it, I'm so over it

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over it
Movin' on, and it?s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first a little bit
And now I'm so over it
So over it, I'm so over it

broken heart+pain=x bersemangat

with words we can conquer the world

Dear baby chudney,

Hari ni hati ku sakit..tengkuk ku pon sakit..argh sakit2 ini merebak ke satu tubuh melalui hematogenous..sakit gell babe..serious..sbb smalam dgn x sedar dirinye aku telah tido atas lantai yg hina dina depan tivi sampai kol brape tah..sedar2 pagi td atas katil yg empuk tp sakit tengkuk...gell sakit wey..mata pon dah bengkak beberapa hari ni..dah 5 hari dah sbnrnyer...sampai kadang2 dah x de air mata nak kluar..i really can't fix my heart anymore..what's the purpose if i'm the only one who always keep things that we want back on track but on the other side don't do anything..i really left it to God...aku dah curhat dan curhat lagi..and that's it..jgn nanges2 lagi..life must go on..

yup..esok ade Anat which i 'luv' so much..ahaha..and tomorrow is the beginning of 15th block which is nephrology..owh..kena menambahkan kerajinan dengan sangat.. Kena jaga Hati, Amal, and Iman..teringat pesan Rasulullah:

'Dan apabila Iman kamu mantap laksanakan lah amalan sunat, Dan apabila iman kamu futur yakni lemah, jagalah amalan yg wajib'

And today, td saya pergi ke Wulandari..yaitu pusat untuk menjaga kecantikan khas cewek..no cowok or boys allowed..oh yeah..harga amat murah dan berpatutan..saya pasti datang ke sini lagi.sebenarnye tujuan asal nak urut2 tengkuk yg sakit gile..alang2 buat lah creambath tah hape2 tu...kiki..sape la tanye soklan ni kat aku.."erm..cream bath tu mandi2 ker''..haha..bukan lah ye..creambath tu rambut awak je yg mandi ngan cream yg best giler..argh..membuatkan rambut berasa segar giler..pastu dier urut2 skali..owh yeah..Rejuvenated really..

setelah ke wulandari ade jamuan Hari raye kat audit..aku rase cam Jamuan makan siang jer..huhuhu..datang2 je, ayam dah habes la..lauk pon dah tinggal sket..rupe2nyer MAjlis sebelumnyer tu habes awal..so org2 dah makan dulu...grr...siot..saya nak duit raye sebagai ganti rugi..hahahaha..

dan dengan penuh ketensyenan..smlm saya dengan penuh amarah di dada..pergi Parsley untuk pesan kek black forest yg amat menambat selera..seriyes..arghh..x dpt Secret Recipe..Parsley pon jadik la..huhuhu...Biler la Secret Recipe nak ade kat Jogja ni..

owh. I'Allah bulan disember dengan hati yg berat aku balik Mesia..for the first time in my life..Balik dengan hati yg berat..owh Allah Strengthen the bond between us..I really rely on You Owh Allah Most Gracious Most beautiful..

i'm bored..entertain me..

with words we can conquer the world

Dear baby chudnyey..

today i've finally finished my exams..which is yeayyyyyy..no exams no exams..but another 6 weeks from now there's going to be another exam. and i'm bored really..see the big picture up there..big boredomness...yeah..and i dun know what to do..well actually i do..but too lazy to do everything rite now...things that i usually do when i get bored:

1) watching tv..and if that makes me boring too, i'll just go to 2nd which is

2)surf the internet..ahaha..funny coz i do it everyday..read other peoples' blog instead of updating mine..

3)cooking..yeah..cooking is my passion..luv to do it.especilly when i'm in anger mode..my anger just got burned with the meal that i cook..i'm a lousy cook remember and yet people still want me to cook..yeah rite..watever..

4)kemasing my room and do it like u've never clean ur room b4..ahaha...

5)go out and hang out with my frens at a 'cool' place like yesterday which i'll tell you next..

6)sleep..sleep summore..sleep again..and sleep..which is the least thing i'll do coz i hate to sleep too much..really..i'll do sumthing instead of sleep..

ah..what else..yup melangut giler hari ni..bowsan ok..apekah yg harus kite lakukan bagi mengatasi boring ini..let see..we have to do sumthing that we haven't do aite to make it more great..yup we have to do demonstration a lil bit to stand for our right..sumtimes i'll say..and tell you what..the lists down there going to make people around you crazy including mee too coz it is too hilarious..

• Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time...funny to have 20 coz i only have 1 and havent talk to her for such a long time since i made her..
• Jump off the roof, trying to fly...do it and say u're Mary
  Poppins
• Say everything backwards...does nurse run and run nurse count?
  
• Run around with a lamp shade on your head yelling, "the sun!!! it's dying!!!"..
  
• Take your ice cream cone and put it one your forehead... say you're a lovely unicorn..ah..how sweet..
  
• Try to snorkel in your fish tank...bet shen yew can do this
  
• Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night
• Announce to reception that your 'neighbour' has not left his room for five days and there is a really bad smell around the area. owh crap..
  
• Put your head in a candy floss machine...see what happens.
• Cello tape your mouth shut, communicate with Morse code via blinking
• Put tape over your nose and talk like Michael Jackson

ok..kids dun do it at home ok..close case

semalam saya dan K.jim and Ijan KG dengan begitu bersemangat pon pergi lah ke restoran Malaysia yg baru bukak ittew sambil berangan..oh dapat makan nasik lemak yg best..dapat minum teh tarik yg kaw kaw mcm kat Mapley..dan sebaik sahaje saye menjejakkan kaki kat situ, nmpk lah NK, geetha tgh makan kat situ..and asked for their suggestion la nak makan ape and NK suggest this and this..sriously i have to agree with NKs comment...huarghh..tensyen giler makan situ..grr..saya rase dikelepet kan oleh makcik kat situ yg sebenarner Indonesian tp fasih berbahasa melayu..saye n k.jim order nasik paprik, and ijan order daging masak merah and sup ayam..ok...firstly..nasi..teeettt...fail..keras..and supposedly to be nasi goreng but turned out to be nasik ngan kicap..dah..paprik was ok..ahaha..but funny when i told ijan..how come the colour and the taste of the paprik was like her daging masak merah..And she said'' Ha'ah la doyot..saya rase dier masak guna kuali yg sama''...hahaha..funny la restoran ni..and the soup taste like tom yam..and she said baik order tomyam je..uhuhu..ah kesimpulannyer x nak gi restoran ni dah..pliss deh..should do better..u got a lot of malaysians here remember..ok lah enuff kutuking..cam masakan sendiri best jer nak komen2 org lain nyer..ok bubye..away to kill my boredomness mission...

raye lagi?!!

with words we can conquer the world

so today is Deepavali Day for Indians...Heppi deepavali..=)..And today my Indian classmates, almost all of them wearing their traditional clothes..hehe..and on 24th November, there are going to be a Deepavali Night which will be handled by my batch,..but i'm not going this year..no budget allocated for this..huhu..cos my budget already allocated for my internet which is going sengal and more sengal each day..and for my retainer..ooughh..enough of spending money..that's it..no more spending..full stop..and we are going to change our internet to PesatNet wich is faster not as fast as Streamyx though..yeay..i can update everyday..haha..maybe..

It has been a week since i joined Zalaza (where money is spent too...hhuu)..Zalaza is a gym near my hostel..just a few minutes by skuter..dan sakit kaki sana sini mula bertandang di saat saya hendak konsentrasi untuk peperiksaan akan dtg..x pe2..it makes u more healthy aite?..semalam blaja Tae bo di gym..it was fun..really...haven't punch anyone at the gym yet so far..hope not..huhu..and at Ibu selamat during luch today, I punched Jas at his arm, while he was eating..haha.practice makes perfect..poor Jas..got bullied by me..at least I can bully him back, as I always be the one being bullied by people surrounding me, including him..

Speaking of bully..tadi pagi Fikah mengadu kat sy handphone dier hilang semalam kat atas bas..ape lagi..org curi la tu kat atas bas...haish..x tau lah nak buat macmner dah..kesian dier..bukan dier sorg jer kena..ramai dah..so x pe, lain kali mari kiter berhati2..sila jgn bawa wallet anda dlm bas..it is so dangerous..

Oh the exam is just around the corner, and tomorrow i have tutorial and will be the last for this block..Prepare for fight people..This Hematology block is really killing me, as it has lots of lecture notes to be read..lots of additional information to be gathered and lots of everything..huhu..walla wey..need a break...cuti bulan 1 saya balik..confirm..Zam..jom kluar lagi..yeye..

ermm..td cam byk nak tulis...hilang plak idea..hurmm..have been doing lots of thinking lately..dah berkerut dah dahi ni..grr..ape yg saye fikir:.

• -planning balik rumah nak buat ape?
• -yuran blom bayar lagi wey..baru dapat duit JPA..hahaha..
• -esok tutorial..depress..sbb ade benda yg saya x suke psal tutorial ni..org susah nak mengalah walaupon faktanya salah bagai..sigh (-_-'')
• -periksa dah dekat..soalan past yers x buat lagi..huarghh..
• -Rasa Iman semakin futur(lemah)..dan sedang cube memantapkannye sebaik mungkin..
• -Blue Tooth baru beli x boleh gune plak..huarghh..sangat membazir duit..
• -CD/DVD player laptop rosak..x bley play DVD..boleh play CD je..cheh..x de duit beli baru..tunggu balik bulan 1 suruh mak repair kan or beli laptop baru..
• -budak2 ni pujuk aku pergi Deepavali Night..aku malas dan tetap malas..ahaha

the story of 3 young men

with words we can conquer the world

tajuk macam ye ye je kan..actually planning to update the blog since a long time ago, but only today got the chance to do it..due to the internet yg super lembab mcam kura kura cacat..huhu..so basically rite now tgh cube menghabiskan buku Ubat Hati by Siti Nor Bahyah Mahmood..great book it is..baru half way..pinjam dari Keri yg comot..ehehe..So in this book ade satu citer pasal 3 pemuda yg terperangkap kat dlm gua. pernah bace cerita ni mase kecik2 dulu..kinda one of my firstbook during childhood..i wasn't a bookish child as far as i remember..huhu..so here goes the story..

Keikhlasan 3 pemuda:

Diriwayatkan dari Bukhari dan Muslim menceritakan, pada satu hari ada 3 org pemuda mengembara and terpeangkap kat dalam gua. Kemudian mereka pon berdoa dan berkata mungkin dengan menceritakan keikhlasan yg pernah kite buat, mungkin dapat mengalihkan batu yg menutup pintu gua itu. Kemudian berceritalah pemuda pertama:

Pemuda pertama adalah pengembala kambing. Susu yg diperoleh dari kambing itu akan diberi kepada orang tuanya terlebih dahulu sebelum diberi kepada isteri dan anak anaknya. Walaupon anaknya menangis kelaparan dia tetap akan mengutamakan ibu bapanya. Dan die berdoa yaAllah jika itu adalah amalan ku yg ikhlas, maka alihkan lah batu tersebut. Biiznillah batu itu pon bergerak namun tidak cukup untuk mereka keluar. Maka berceritalah pula pemuda kedua

Pemuda kedua:
Dia terpikat dengan anak pakciknya yg sangt cantik. Lalu satu ketika die tidak dapat menahan diri lalu cuba menggoda anak pakciknya itu. Maka berkatalah perempuan itu" tidakkah kamu takut kepada Allah, Masih ada cara yg halal iaitu berkahwin denganku.'' Lalu pemuda itu terus melupakan keinginannya dan insaf. Dia berkata " Ya Allah jika itu adalah amal ikhlasku yg terbaik, maka Kau gerakkanlah batu itu.' Dan dengan iziin Allah batu itu bergerak, namun masih belum cukup untuk mengeluarkan mereka dari lubang itu..

Pemuda ketiga lalu bercerita:
Dia mempunyai pekerja yg tidak menuntut wang gaji dia, tetapi pemuda tersebut menyimpannya dan membeli seekor kambing dan dipelihara hingga anaknya banyak. maka pada satu hari pekerjanya itu pon datang untuk menuntut wang gaji tersebut kerana kesempitan wang, maka Pemuda itu pon menunjukkan satu lapangan luas yg penuh dengan kambing. Si pekerja tadi terkejut dan menyangka tuannya hendak mempermainkannya, tetapi setelah diterangkan buruh itu sangat terkejut dan menerima kambing2 tersebut. Dan pemuda itu tidak mengambil seekor kambing pon..Lalu pemuda itu berdoa. Ya Allah jika Engkau redhai perbuatan saya itu sebagai satu amal kebajikan, maka berilah pertolongan kepada saya supaya saya dapat keluar dari gua ini.

Lalu bergerak lah batu itu keluar dan mereka dapat Keluar dari gua itu dengan selamat..

Ermm..nak menceritakan betapa besarnya balasan org yg berikhlas dalam amalannya, dapat membantu di waktu kesusahan..

Dan perlu hati yg baik sbb ini yg akan membantu kiter untuk ikhlas dalam beramal. Ada 3 petua menyuburkan hati ; seorang hakim berkata, jangan memikirkan 3 macam pekara;

• Kemiskinan sebab ia akan menyebabkan kerisauan dan menambah kerakusan
• Perbuatan org yg telah menganiaya kamu, nescaya akan menambahkan kekerasan hati kamu dan kedengkian serta melanjutkan marah kamu
• Ingin tetap tinggal di dunia sebab ia akan menggemarkan kamu dalam menghimpunkan dunia dan memperbanyakkan amal perbuatan yg melalaikan dari mengingati akhirat..